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Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Credits : deviantART; iNeedChemicalX .
Passerby .


Green alien .
Well, quick post, rushing out ..
Ought to pass Dad his stuffs but mom insisted I go out with her . -.- !
Gonna trimszxc my freaking hair !
LOLOL, okkay, update when I'm back . (:
Which planet ?


EDITED `
Made it, blew it .
Had lunch @ CWP with uncle before heading towards Hougang ..
Kao, mom keep cb cb cb [ slang of super - white in chinese ] throughout then people kept staring @ us, paiseh bodohszxc !
She even named one botak Dobby, wtf ?!
Met dao Huteh & guys righttt after he texted me, somemore alight @ same station, strike 4D also bo so zhun ..
Reached, hell, stylist away again . -.-
So jitao let that noob get my hair done and holy crap, he screwed it up once more, nabei . =.=
Bus - ed back to AMK & went to find Aunt, rested & such then bus - ed to Sengkang find another Aunt; FREAKING CLICHÉ STUFFS STRIKED AGAIN .
Cabbed back AMK for supper and stayed there for the night; the satays not bad uh . :X
Next day - Had Lasi Lemak for BREAKFAST, gosh !
Of course I ate like 1/4 & pushed the rest to mom luh, LOLOL . [ Familiar ? That explains her size, whoops . ]
Then cabbed to Hougang, slacked, bus - ed back . xD
Bathed & fell into deep slumber ..
Woke up, was evening & mom went 626 already, so intended to look for her ?
TMD, THAT WAS WHEN I FOUND OUT WALLET GONE, phua byeee . _l_ [ Xim tia, zz .. ]
Bo bian borrow ez - link from Aunt loh, accompanied me go leh, so nice . ;X
Emo - ed all of a sudden & cried my eyes out, zz, mom was utterly shocked but I refused to let her know the reason; like how ? Moody/moodswing/moodless so just cry ? Siao uh, ROFL .
But gained mood back pretty quickly, yet can't be bothered to those damned cliché stuffs from mom's friends already, blahblah ~
Had supper @ 347 then cabbed back to Aunt's house ..
Searched like #$%#$% for my wallet but to no avail luh, big asshole .
Next day - Mom & Aunt went Yio Chukang/Tampinese interchange to inquire while I was still in bed; xingku le !
1234567; cabbed back home @ evening . (:
Couldn't save it .
Rattled @ 1:53 PM

Monday, December 29, 2008
Credits : deviantART; jaga9 .
Happiness seems so fairytale .


Would you be there ?
Couldn't get to sleep and so I came here, be thankful, lolol .
Going down to TTS later . (:
In my sleepless solitude tonight .


EDITED `
Dimwit .
Thought Dad could be discharged right away but was informed he needa stay for few more days or so ..
Visited him in ICU, tubes were all over, hell .
Pains me, health's very very important eh ?
Didn't & can't talk to him much 'cause he's still quite frail and went off for breakfast + lunch + dinner .
Trained back to AMK, went up Uncle's house to rest before heading to 626 .
And wahlauuu, cliché stuffs again ..
But woots, was elated to find a Shih Tzu in there, KaiKai . :D
Looks like Dobby but he's brown in colour and he's got freaking big eyes, behaves like Norway [ first dog ] though ..
Played with him while mom mahjong - ed; can see cannot play, haiszxc !
Here's him :
Credits : Dumbolene !
IDK what's up with this pose, LOLOL .
Credits : Dumbolene !
He's actually looking @ me . :\
Credits : Dumbolene !
What nice cardboard !
Credits : Dumbolene !
And what nice shoes . ~.~
Credits : Dumbolene !
Watching TV ?!
Credits : Dumbolene !
Commercial break; watching out for intruders . :X
Credits : Dumbolene !
Heard something ? :O
Credits : Dumbolene !
Sian liao . xD
Slacked till 2am plus then mom's friend's friend picked us up . (:
Countless .
Rattled @ 9:43 AM

Sunday, December 28, 2008
Credits : deviantART; Malleni .
I can't reach to you anymore .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Felicia ! :D
Our distance's just like Heaven & Earth .
Greetings, I shall start this post with :

Credits : His ex - owner .
Legendary cow - boy . xD !

And then end it with :

Credits : You've guessed it .
Thanks for the dream .

LOL, tata ~
You're simply too far & out of grasp .


EDITED `
Hear me .
Um, confirmed 28th's ultraaa unlucky day ?
Dad was almost gone just now, I cried like hell, zzz ..
'cause he was desperately gasping for air too, all was too familiar . -.-
Goddamned ambulance, always make my heart skip 1631725471 beats, and obviously I'm exaggerating luh ..
Reached, waited like dumb for an hour +, super dulan . [ FYI, I was alone okkay ?! D:< ]
In the end jitao train home, 'cause the effed up doctor died or something, exaggerating once again ..
Well, at least I know he's already outta danger, thanks to the idiotic attendents who ignored me completely . (:
Loitering in Tan Tock Seng wasn't really a good idea, machiam end of world/zombie infection, not a single soul was around . Scary shits . =.=
Sigh, hope he'll recover soon, even though he seriously sucks @ being a " hubby " & " dad " in this family . :\
C'mon luh, I mean, every life's precious right ?
So guys, really, cherish those around you while you can alright ?
Laughs, don't treat this post as crap please . :S
It's great to know you still care .
Rattled @ 3:21 PM

Saturday, December 27, 2008
Credits : deviantART; dreamertom .
At least .


Shoo .
Where should I start ..
Met Yanhan, ate lunch & watched Bedtime Stories, the end .
LOLOL, IGNORE THAT PLEASE .
Well, Bedtime Stories wasn't too bad, quite entertaining . (:
Damn, was super awkward ! I totally had no idea what to chat with her manszxc .
Found out she doesn't talk much, lol ? But still, hate it when I seemed bored . ._.

PICTURES !
Kept retaking 'cause she said I looked weird, ROFL :

Credits : I forgot . :X
Paiseh, ABIT slanted, LOL .

Credits : STML @ work !
Finally took one which's acceptable . xD

Strolled till 6pm + then parted ways ..
Trained to AMK to join the others & for dinner .
HELL, it was hell when I stepped into the house .
All began to observe me like I'm from outer space & exclaimed dramatically as though it's a miracle I appeared . -.- !
Those cliché stuffs you're gonna hear on Lunar New Year rushed out like bullets : " Wah, ahgirl grow up liao ! ", " Wow, you're so slim ! ", " Aiseh, you've grown prettier hor ! ", " Gosh, I couldn't recognize you ! ", " Not bad arh, you're taller already ! " And so on .. ..
Firstly, all living things GROW .
Secondly, I'm SERIOUSLY NOT slim, believe it or never .
Thirdly, I'M NOT EVEN PRETTY, quit rubbing into it .
Forthly, oh, how TRUE is that ? Would you even say something like that to a COMPLETE stranger if you really can't make out it's me ?
Lastly, I'm SO NOT tall lah ! Grr ~
W/e, aunt then served me an EXTRA LARGE bowl of laksa, ZZ !
Ate 1/4 and pushed the rest to mom, tasted like they're having free flow of MSG, yuck . x_x
Was bored after that and with the super - difficult - to - turn - Rubik, it was Kor's turn to be in shock . =.=
Am I utterly sucha loser in your eyes ?
Blahblahblah, taught him lor, Sharlyn gave up halfway . :S
Trained back home, bathed & drifted to Lalaland .
Where exactly in Heaven are you @ now ?
Rattled @ 12:32 PM

Thursday, December 25, 2008
Credits : deviantART; ntscha .
Serenity .


Living hell .
Right, first off, Merry Christmas ?
Felt so weird when people sent me greetings, thought it was known that I don't celebrate X'mas ?
Laughs, nevertheless, thanks eh . (:
Damnnn, LAZYxINFINITY-QUEEN super crafty lah ! Blogged when I can't use the comp, LOLOL .
Nevermind, I'll be going out tomorrow, hohoho . :X
Catching Bedtime Stories with Yanhan ..
Fell in love with food that Kor brought back, ice creams, tidbits & blahs . :D
And mom bought me a bag, which I totally despise, LOL .
Shall not elaborate much luh, hahaha .
Remember Peter Facinelli ? Well, I found another weirdo who's in love with him too, yay ? ._.
Okkay, lamed, till here . ;D
Worse than nightmares .
Rattled @ 8:41 PM

Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Credits : deviantART; Auriethepixie .
Out of sight .


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Shiyong ! :D
You made me fall in love with black & white .
For the sake of this blog, I went out . (:
QUICK, THANK ME ! LOLOL, JOKING LUH, SERIOUSLY .
Shiyong the pathetic birthday boy had to wait as I was late & Jiaxin was waiting for me luh, like once again 'cause of the Goddamned bus which wouldn't arrive in time, sorry guys !
And Dearest, thanks for waiting patiently eh, many loves . ;D
Saw Jianxiong while waiting for Mingxuan [ Damn, I just couldn't get his name right; kept Mingxian ? Mingxiang ? Rofl . :X ], chatted awhile lor, he made many stupid comments . -.- !
Started to feel awkward when Mingxuan arrived, but was soon over it ..
Ate @ PepperLunch and halfway through, I was utterly full already manszxc, so tried my best to stuff the rice down .. Plus I don't really like to mix my food . :\
Hahaha, Mingxuan then filled out a hilarious feedback form, it WAS submitted . xD
Watched Twilight, not bad luh, but the ending S U C K S B I G T I M E .
Disappointed ? Hell yes !
Like wth lor, watch till so song then suddenly end liao, ZZZ !
Well, people normally go for the main lead but my Dearest took a liking to the supporting cast instead, laughs; Justin Chon FTW ! xP
For me ? I prefer Peter Facinelli though, much more weird ? D:
Ahhh, nevermind, the whole Cullens're effing hot !
Oh yes, Mingxuan wanted to buy sweets but he didn't know where and I didn't tell him .. -Shh !
So the two jokers went off to Zone - X to test their luck ? Mere 2 lil' sweets they got, pathetic sia, one for each . ~.~
Jiaxin then told him Mini Toons selling but movie was starting so he went over to the snacks bar and got his Skittles ..
What he doesn't know's that Jiaxin herself has sweets ! LOL, chewing gums to be exact, XSW le ..
Then trained back to CWP, went up arcade to slack .
Both the joker guys were like so sian lah, sat there like emo kids ..
Shiyong finally played his AHPEK - DRUMMING when he couldn't take it, LOL, I laughed till ~
You should've seen his actions, his speed and last but not least, his expression . HAHAHA, sorry ~ :B
Dearest wanted to eat dinner so I accompanied her, AND THAT WAS WHEN THIS -INSERTS ALL DEGRADING ADJECTIVES- GUY CAME OVER AND ASKED FOR MY NUMBER, HELL !
Of course I said no, yet he pestered me all the way to the Ladies ..
Pissed off, straight gave him Joel's number, he dialed it and was furious when it's a guy's voice that received him .
He then THREATENED us, saying we're in deep shit ! Oh .. WOW ?
Uber NOT scared lah hor, tsk, what a great SORE - LOSER .
Ruined our day manszxc, sigh, worst experience bodohszxc .
Dearest, be sure to HACK him ! Haha, heck was what I meant .
Saw Yanhan after that, Dearest's primary school bestie ..
Asked for my number too, but she's much much better than that asshole luh, I don't even mind if she's ___ 'cause Dearest'll protect me ! HAHAHA .
Enjoyed myself luh, other than keep kena diao - ed and the only regret was we didn't take photos AGAINNN, which I didn't realise till now . =.=
Not Dearest's fault eh, she hinted me, but I was dumb enough to remember it .
Sigh, NO WORRIES, there'll be other chances !
Am so gonna set reminders next time . ;P
They sent me till Berth 9 anddd home sweet home ~
Might be going for not - more - than - half - of - 6I ` 05's - gathering, so stay tuned yo !
Psst .. You know what ?
Seeya ! [ Learn from Twilight & Vivian de; sudden ending, HAH . ]
But when you're gone, it's all grey that's left .


EDITED `
What a rush .
Don't feel like going already, it's @ church manszxc, jitao sian loh ..
Hahaha, Nyssa, next time then meet bah . (:
And I ABSOLUTELY HATE Facebook to the CORE for DISFIGURING my LOVELY Dx2, FUCK IT !
Not only did the real one left, now even the virtual one also want take away from me, YOU FOOLS HAPPY LIAO LAH ?! NBCB ! _l_
I curse I curse with all my might, even when I die, I'll still curse .
Rattled @ 11:40 PM

Monday, December 22, 2008
Credits : deviantART; create-illusions .
The slightest mistake .


Oh, wow .
Bad night after witnessing the accident somehow ..
Holy, the woman had her fingers gone, super bloody lah . -.-
All the helpless screaming resulted in having horrible flashbacks .
Damn, if only the ambulance arrived earlier ..
Managed to like finally catch some sleep but was then shaken up by nightmares .
Sucha turmoil, and I know it's gonna stay there, at least for the time being .
Effing terrified of losing my family & friends now as I'll never know what's gonna happen next ..
Okkay luh, I'm making this post seem so dumb, apologies . (:
Don't think there'll be updates any sooner ?
Lest I'm really going out tomorrow, hah, cheers ! :D
Ain't what I thought .


EDITED `
Wounds heal, but the scars remain .
Heyhey, I totally agree with Seb luh, hahaha . :X
Well, talking to Nyssa now and just found out from Janice that QL gave birth already ..
Grats . :D Hahaha, must take care uh, all the best !
Super high now and IDK why . -.- !
Must be too long never meet 'em le ..
I miss Nyssa the most manszxc, it's been ages since I last saw her, and all the others from our old clique !
Hahaha, see, super crazy .
So #$%#$% luh, this feeling, like so unbelievable ..
3 years flew past just like that loh, tsk tsk, abit scary though . xD !
Left me the sweetest memories, yet the most hurtful torments . © Darius(?)
Rattled @ 8:27 PM

Saturday, December 20, 2008
Credits : deviantART; Cal-Erstein .
Deceive .


Fool .
I mustn't lose to LAZYxINFINITY-QUEEN ! :X [ Nice right ? :D You're welcome uh, HAHA . ]
So here I'm AGAIN, count yourself LUCKY ehhh, LOLOL .
Uncle brought Latte over, it hurts to see him searching all over for Dobby luh ..
Had fun with him though, Dobby was the angel while he's the devil . xD
Uncle also said that he saw a LOST Shih Tzu [ OMGOMG ! :O:O ! ] but since Latte was with him, he couldn't do anything much ..
Like WTHSZXC, FREAK HIM MANSZXC, WHAT IF IT MET WITH AN ACCIDENT ?! [ Touchhhwooddd . ]
I don't wanna see another helpless dog ever again, sucha nightmare . -.- !
Recovery still in progress luhszxc, hais, was the biggest shock of my life yet .
Okkay, crap, whyth am I talking 'bout this ?
Laughs, so so sooo gonna get another pup . -Said with an superrr firm attitude . (:<
And die lah, I lazy play FB liao sia, like so dumb . :S
What a vicious cycle .
Rattled @ 3:39 PM

Friday, December 19, 2008
Credits : deviantART; tostandalone .
Oh, gravity .


Live without regrets .
Heyyo !
Surprised to see this post ? LOLOL .
Well, don't be, I can't prolly do nothing when even the LAZYQUEEN blogged right ? No offenceee . xD !
Just rewatched Beatrice Xu's farewell concert, felt super effed up, talent wasted just like that . D: !
Damn YOU - KNOW - WHO, for being so selfish to take her away out of the blue from her loved ones . D:< !
Must be Goddamned difficult to get over the loss, I simply know it too well manszxc, freaking tired of this shit thing called LIFE ..
W/e, R.I.P yo, you'll always be remembered . (:
Had a crappy start of the day, was waken abruptly by mom 'cause the Singtel people came . [ ABCDEFG, SLEPT @ 5AM OKKAY ?! #$%#$% ! ]
And goshhh, how RIDICULOUS can they be ? -.- !
Happily chit - chatted on the phone sia, sweet nothings, then started complaining before quarreling while I sat there staring like dumb ..
Hell, BEST service awarded ! -Salutes .
Utterly pissed off for not getting my beauty sleep already lor, still gimme this kinda nonsense ..
Laughs, there's nothing much nowadays eh, just been addicted to Facebook & Viwawa . :O ?
Anyway, I had a shock of my life when I woke; my beloved Poohs and other bed stuffs were all over the floor, ROFL !
Wonder how they got there ? I'd like to know too .
But mind you, I didn't have any Kungfu dreams, haha .
Seems like I needa get another bed bigger than king size ? :\
Alrighttt, off to complete my 1001 activities, joking . :D
'cause you might not even have the chance to .
Rattled @ 3:47 PM

Friday, December 5, 2008
Credits : E for Enelrahc .
One last smile .


Like no others .
Supposed to go East Coast with Jiaxin, Joel & mom but she backed out @ the very last minute so there were only 3 of us .
Was kinda bored during the bus ride luh, dumbass Joel had himself entertained with his GONE - CASE PSP while Jiaxin & I crapped . :X
So yeh, reached and played around before it rained, shag bodohszxc . -.- !
Had a Mac treat from Joel, laughs, and sandwiches prepared by Jiaxin were delicious . :D
I kept spraying water luh, three 1.5l wasted just like that, didn't feel the heartpain till we were thirsty . :\
Blahblahblah, then went back CWP for arcade & dinner, lol .
And yes, Jiaxin & I were super pissed off by this sick ahpek who suddenly blasted [ I suppose so ? ] his songs by competing with us when we were listening to ours, childishhh ~ ._.
Plus all the songs he played sibey tokgong de lor, dang, so NOT irritating sio . _l_
Then Jiaxin & I began combining our phones together [ not even on our loudest ? ], ROFL, hao xiao luh .
He then alighted but we saw him once again upon reaching interchange, 阴魂不散, diao us somemore .
Thinking back, it was dumb eh, but I enjoyed it still . xD
Right, I seriously think they looked damn alike to two of my previous dogs : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aqnIuS1zp6s & http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8yNVOxbdbxA .
Haha, cute videos, that is if you're a dog lover . (:
Not dead, just wandered off to somewhere better .
Rattled @ 11:22 AM

Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Credits : C for Charlene .
The last hold .


My brave lil' boy .
Apologies for not updating, won't be elaborating more on the reason why, if you know it then keep it to yourself .
Thanks for the concerns though, truly appreciated . (:
Finally slept, for like 3h, since days ago . -.- !
I look totally shag manszxc, wth ?
And I seriously hope life ain't a joke; 'cause I just don't get it .
Okkay, whatever, quiz from Edeline yo :
1. What is your full name?
-Tsk, you should know .

2. Do you like your name?
-Get a life .

3. How long have you like the person you currently like?
-Since I met 'em .

4. Have you kissed anyone before?
-Don't be silly .

5. Did you cry today?
-Deee youuu hedgeee .

6. What are you doing at 8am this morning?
-Nothing .

7. What are you doing an hour ago?
-STML .

8. What you are currently doing?
-Thinking why're you so dumb ?

9. Who last texted you a message?
-Lazy check .

10. Have you told anybody you love them today?
-ILY; just did .

11. Are you missing anybody right now?
-Fuck you, lol .

12. Any plans for tomorrow?
-No .

13. What was the reason behind the last time you cried?
-..

14. Anybody you want to be with right now?
Dobby, yesyes, impossible .

15. Have you kissed anybody whose name start with S?
-Muacksss; if your bloody name starts with S, yes .

16. Name somebody who make you smile today, who and how?
-MYOB .

17. Name somebody whose name start with Z.
-Zero .

18. Which close friends of yours stay nearby to you?
-None ? Nearest's Janice/Edeline .

19. Do you prefer to call or text?
-Text .

20. Do you prefer today or yesterday?
-None; life simply sucks w/o him .

21. Can you live a day without television and handphone?
-Should be; life ain't THAT fragile eh ? Hmm ..

22. Are you mad about anything right now?
-You this horrendous big ass THING .

23. Do you ever think that relationship are worth it?
-Your angmoh standard hor .. -Pukes blood . =.= Depends ?

24. Who was the last person you visited in a hospital?
-Uncle ?

25. Who was your second last and last hug from?
-Mom, mom, laughs .

26. What does your last message in your hp says?
-Mian huanloh luh, fret more on why your mom's extremely hideous, -shakes head .

27. Define life.
-S U C K S .

28. Do you hate anybody?
-That fiend up there who never dies .

29. Who was the last person you called?
-Forgot .

30. Who usually send you the most text in a month?
-Depends .

31. Tag 10person to do this quiz.
-As long as you feel like it . :D
BYE !
It's Goddamned difficult to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go .
Rattled @ 7:37 PM


What ?

LOVE ME/HATE ME,
it's still an OBSESSION .
LOVERS, STAY; HATERS, SCRAM .
WHOEVER YOU'RE, DO TAG ! ;D
P.S : DO TAG WITH PRIDE,
DON'T BE ASHAMED OF YOUR NAME .
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19 songs're SHUFFLING .
DON'T LIKE 'EM ?
Turn OFF your SPEAKER .

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Who ?

Pefectly`IMPERFECT

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Christ Church Secondary
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Woodlands, Singapore
charlene_ncy@hotmail.com
150208_Edeline <3 010808_Jiaxin <3

Why ?


When ?

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