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Saturday, January 31, 2009
 Credits : deviantART; bigcitydreams .Contradicting . Definition . Was superrr duperrr late in meeting Ede & Fel 'cause .. YES, blame the Goddamned bus driver pleaseee, effing dulan lor ! Nehmind; met dao ZY then chatted with her while waiting for Louis & ZX before train - ing to Yishun & bus - ing to Viv's house .. ZX hen ke lian lahhh, his attire kept kena suan, hahaha . His use of languages very cute lorszxc . Right, when Viv came down with Darryl & Terence to fetch us, machiam gonna fightzzz . Viv's also BLURxINFINITYQUEEN luh; can even get lost @ her own housing area siaaa, -applause ! Reached & exchanged greetings then girls jitao start mahjong while guys watched TV lifelessly, laughsss ! Well, Viv's mom .. SWEE LAH, totally agree with WT now . xDxD But after few rounds jiu sian liao, slacked awhile, played with Yugi [ Viv's SUPER fierce puipui . xP ] before gambling ? Stupid Darryl kept sabo - ing us with lotsa coins and I really meant ALOT . -.- And Yugi kept barking for no reasons manszxc, almost threw up my heart, LOL . Louis, Terence & ZX left halfway, meet zharbors(?) luhszxc . :X ! Intended to train back CWP straight but Ede said she wanna slack @ Northpoint first, like dotsss, practically S I A N luh ? Was very shag actually but continued to crap throughout lest they feel bored . Then train - ed back CWP, yarh yarh, slacking continues ~ I've got many friggin' stuffs I wanna get my hands on, tsk ! -Starts counting my savings ~ T_T Crapped with him on the way home, haha, am still crapping .. Danggg, lazy to type le lah, and Viv's waiting for my precious post eh ! Oh, waittt ! Just one LAST part before I end off .. Hey hey, yesss, YOU ! Quit feigning like you seriously cared & don't ever send greetings back home again to spite mom 'cause I'm the one who f u c k i n g has be her punching bag lah hor . Warned you already uhhh, don't blame me if anything happens onceee moreee . (: TATA ! Hello wello, hope my sarcasm pricked youuu . ;D EDITED ` Brilliant . Woohoo(?), bored sooo here I'm ! :D Staring @ the dumb screen with Louis crapping to me on how L/Jiahao must be hating him 'cause he wrong conv/ - ed to him saying that he won't last with his m a l a y stead, LOLx216492048 ! [ Tsk, why're my friends racistszxc hurhur ? Hmph . ] Currently " solving " Joe's problems, he's so very the IDK - how - to - describe, HAH . :B Kay kay, better end here, else JQ's gonna chase me to bed alrd/ lahhh . [ Dots, spot - on, there he goes again ~ ] Better in time .
Thursday, January 29, 2009
 Credits : deviantART; bigcitydreams .Blown over . Hell for you . (: Met Weizhen in zombie state initially due to lack of sleep the previous night . Just when I thought Edeline was gonna pon school, she suddenly texted me & told me she overslept but rushing over already .. WAH, JITAO " REVIVED " ME LOH . Didn't mean to pangseh Weizhen but I was afraid we'll be late then implicate dao her . ._. Chiong - ed to taxi stand & hell, the queue super SHORT siaaa, bo bian called cab . The driver joker lor, we gan jiong till dying then he still crapping, but what he told us quite accurate luh .. Lessons were boring 'cept for MT [ like duhhh ], almost dozed off many a time . -.- ! Accompanied him back home before our effing Math remedial; was sorta forced to finish lunch & nearly puked . D:< ! Decided to skip mine after bumping into Edeline @ the very last minute [ PLUS we're all in different classes, super NOT sian de okkay ? ], then she slacked with me till he was dismissed, thanks arh ! Half - waited for JQ & YK to finish their remedial then headed back to his house .. And today was his turn to drive me mad, LOL . So yarh, same thing, and he won money again ! Just as JQ said, must thank me properly horrr, your lucky star lehhh . :X ! Guess all recouped their losses from yesterday 'cept for RY ? Laughs . It's enjoyable slacking with 'em luh, dk why he kept describing till they CMI like that .. Maybeee I'm too easy contended, must demand for more already, HAHA . Not another chance .
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
 Credits : deviantART; bigcitydreams .The world . No doubts . Note : Post might be illogical 'cause I'm sleepy like #$%#$% . Intended to pon school but still slapped myself awake practically & woke that pig up; met him & walked to school together . WHAT CRAP ASSEMBLY WE HAD, morning exercise siolszxc, total BULLSHIT lor ? Zz, forget it, enjoyed MT lesson the most as usual .. Received another shocking(?) news from Zhiyen, but also NOMB, HAHA . And 'cher SUDDENLY decided to merge our seats together, wthhh, kena disiao - ed till ~ .. SUA; went slacking after school luh, he then performed MAGIC while waiting for dumb GY who took almost forever to reach, headed to his house after that . Blahblah, Jesline came, and went .. JQ was super glad luh, he said she was causing him to lose, LOLOL . Accompanied 'em for dinner(?) then cabbed home, haha, thanks JQ & YK plentyyy for the ESCORT manszxc . xD ! Super crappy nowadays luh, didn't catch enough sleep, apologies if I drove you mad but no more attitude - ing though . :D Don't & won't .
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
 Credits : deviantART; Chocolateboys .Special remedy for curing lovesick . Felt love . SHH, don't complain, am blogging already ! Went uncle's house as usual on New Year's Eve .. Sorta quarreled with mom ? She's ridiculous luh . -.- ~ Don't blame others for your own stupidity . Goofy & Latte were super enthu/ upon receiving us, hell . They were super cuteee while " communicating " luh .. Anyway, Goofy's becoming more & more handsome uh ! xDxD Then ate & slacked luh, it's the same for every year, lameee shittt . Returned home finally & lalaland after bath . (: Waited hours for uncle to fetch us the next day .. Reached and you - know - what - happened before meeting him & trained to Dhoby Ghaut . ;D Strolled over to The Cathay, purchased The Wedding Game tics/ & went LJS for his lunch before slacking @ Plaza Sing/ . Movie was .. BORING . Didn't find it funny lor ? Rated 3 ` 10 . :X ! I've got high standards, hahaha . Met JQ @ Admir/ after that & went up YK's house .. Blahblah, YK was being extraodinary funny luh, his brother was -speechless ~ . Parted ways after he sent me home, hope he didn't die from exhaustion . :D RARH; SCHOOL'S STARTING TOMORROW & THE FREAKING HOMEWORKS'RE STILL LEFT UNTOUCHED . D:< ! Got caught under this love spell .
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
 Credits : deviantART; Danilusha .Still, fragile . Lhkkr; yjhi cdi iwt dct ru ? Blog's freaking dead, no ? Laughs . Um, just here for the sake of Janice luh : Once you’ve been tagged, you're to write a note with 16 random things, facts, habits or goals about yourself and at the end, tag 16 people while listing their names and why you chose them. 1. I'm .. 2. Wait wait ! 3. You sure you wanna know 'bout me ? 4. Very sureee ? 5. Alright, fine with me, let's get on with this shit . 6. Well well well ~ 7. Opps ! BRB; phone call . 8. Wait eh . (: 9. Back ! 10. Happy to see me righttt ? LAUGHS . 11. Oh nooo, I just remembered 'bout my homework, Goddamnitszxc . 12. Gimme a min will 'ya ? 13. God, it's never - ending work . -.- 14. AND OMG, THERE'S A TEST TOMORROW ! 15. Great, mood's gone . 16. BYE . I know it's l a m e but W/E, you can forsake this sickening blog already ! xD &Paz'f xuq; X rpc htt iwgdjvw ndj xtlber .
Sunday, January 11, 2009
 Credits : deviantART; lithp .Fly . Nostalgia . Morning ? Random posting . xD ! Uhhh, well, supposed to head down to AMK but end up rotting @ home due to laziness ? :\ Comp - ed the whole day loh, crapped . Then came this sudden " hardcore party " from inside my stomach luh, almost wanted my life, apologies to those I attituded . >< ! Um, any ideas what guys usually needs/wants ? -Ponders . Inform me ASAP ehhh, thanks in advance . ;D Right, off I gooo ~ Still I'll give up this world just to get you back .
Friday, January 9, 2009
 Credits : Uhhh, Jaslin & himself ?Shawn the biggg fattt piggg . :D Falls . SIGHHH, was being FORCED to feature this MrNice[ ? ]PIG I just knew .. Heyhey, dumbopiggg, you owe me BIG TIME ! :X Ultraaa crappy; what a wonderFOOL guy eh ? xD ! Simplicity rocks .
Monday, January 5, 2009
 Credits : deviantART; grace-note .Break . Tedious . Am actually dead beat but that LAZYxINFINITY-QUEEN bully me uh ! Kidding, just here to settle some stuffs & won't be onlining much le, don't miss me horrr . :X Well, Mrs Yeo finally showed some of her true colours during her talk today ? Hahaha, quite expected though . Took so long, dozing off liao manszxc, body aching .. And Cherylene kinda startled me when she grabbed me by the neck out of nowhere . -.- Super paiseh sia, Bastri & Janet keep staring . Most enjoyable time of the day was during MT, teacher joker sia .. Blahblah, enjoying school, hope it stays that way . :D But I won't mind if it's better still . xD Okkay, I'm too tired to think of anything else already, goodbyeee . Wonderful surprise .
Friday, January 2, 2009
 Credits : deviantART; yatou .Will . Nothing else . School was fine actually [ 'cept for the fact that my Goddamned hair's disastrous ? x_x ], pretty much different from what I expected, luckily . xD Poor Timo was being disturbed luh, but I guess he's used to it already ? But I'm utterly missing 3E1 ` 08, in fact, since the start of previous holidays . D: ! New principal's IDK - & - IDC, not as horrifying as what friends described though, but it's only for today luh .. Super happy to see my friends lahhh, like duhszxc ! Bad thing was Janice & Felicia had to do their orientation stuffs so I didn't get to chat with 'em properly . ~.~ Seriously doubt my freaking abilities for promoting to Sec 5 manszxc, like c'mon, it's totally impossible for me to pass Math . -.- ! W/e; went CWP then 888 after school with Weizhen & guys 'cause Edeline & Vivian had to go for some DMC shits . Saw Zhiyen & guys with Jiaxin for exactly 2 times & went straight home . (: Mom mentioned Kor's gonna keep me on tight schedule [ setting curfew like home straight after school, needa get his permission if I wanna stay out late even when he's overseas, must study everyday .. ], which I surprisingly didn't object to ? Was like, oh, okkay .. -Walks away indifferently . Yes, I didn't feel a thing, something's just wrong with me . :\ And Dad's gonna have his op on Monday, yet all along I ASSUMED he's fine already, fuck it . Going out with Weizhen that siao zharbor tomorrow . ;D Staying real . EDITED ` It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever . Finished surfing & reading @ : http://www.asdsingapore.com/index.php . Yes, go ahead & click on the link, you know you want to . :X Chanced upon it while looking up dogs for adoption, it's 'bout both animals & human's cruelty luh, and it really got me down to tears with these furkids' true life stories . But thankfully there're also heart - warming ones .. One of the many stories I found meaningful : By Jim Willis 2001 When I was a puppy, I entertained you with my antics and made you laugh. You called me your child, and despite a number of chewed shoes and a couple of murdered throw pillows, I became your best friend. Whenever I was "bad", you'd shake your finger at me and ask "How could you?" -- but then you'd relent, and roll me over for a bellyrub. My housebreaking took a little longer than expected, because you were terribly busy, but we worked on that together. I remember those nights of nuzzling you in bed and listening to your confidences and secret dreams, and I believed that life could not be any more perfect. We went for long walks and runs in the park, car rides, stops for ice cream (I only got the cone because "ice cream is bad for dogs," you said), and I took long naps in the sun waiting for you to come home at the end of the day. Gradually, you began spending more time at work and on your career, and more time searching for a human mate. I waited for you patiently, comforted you through heartbreaks and disappointments, never chided you about bad decisions, and romped with glee at your homecomings, and when you fell in love. She, now your wife, is not a "dog person" -- still I welcomed her into our home, tried to show her affection, and obeyed her. I was happy because you were happy. Then the human babies came along and I shared your excitement. I was fascinated by their pinkness, how they smelled, and I wanted to mother them, too. Only she and you worried that I might hurt them, and I spent most of my time banished to another room, or to a dog crate. Oh, how I wanted to love them, but I became "prisoner of love." As they began to grow, I became their friend. They clung to my fur and pulled themselves up on wobbly legs, poked fingers in my eyes, investigated my ears, and gave me kisses on my nose. I loved everything about them and their touch -- because your touch was now so infrequent -- and I would have defended them with my life if need be. I would sneak into their beds and listen to their worries and secret dreams, and together we waited for the sound of your car in the driveway. There had been a time, when others asked you if you had a dog, that you produced a photo of me from your wallet and told them stories about me. These past few years, you just answered "yes" and changed the subject. I had gone from being "your dog" to "just a dog," and you resented every expenditure on my behalf. Now, you have a new career opportunity in another city, and you and they will be moving to an apartment that does not allow pets. You've made the right decision for your "family," but there was a time when I was your only family. I was excited about the car ride until we arrived at the animal shelter. It smelled of dogs and cats, of fear, of hopelessness. You filled out the paperwork and said "I know you will find a good home for her." They shrugged and gave you a pained look. They understand the realities facing a middle-aged dog, even one with "papers." You had to pry your son's fingers loose from my collar as he screamed "No, Daddy! Please don't let them take my dog!" And I worried for him,and what lessons you had just taught him about friendship and loyalty, about love and responsibility, and about respect for all life. You gave me a good-bye pat on the head, avoided my eyes, and politely refused to take my collar and leash with you. You had a deadline to meet and now I have one, too. After you left, the two nice ladies said you probably knew about your upcoming move months ago and made no attempt to find me another good home. They shook their heads and asked "How could you?" They are as attentive to us here in the shelter as their busy schedules allow. They feed us, of course, but I lost my appetite days ago. At first,whenever anyone passed my pen, I rushed to the front, hoping it was you that you had changed your mind -- that this was all a bad dream ... or I hoped it would at least be someone who cared, anyone who might save me. When I realized I could not compete with the frolicking for attention of happy puppies, oblivious to their own fate, I retreated to a far corner and waited. I heard her footsteps as she came for me at the end of the day, and I padded along the aisle after her to a separate room. A blissfully quiet room. She placed me on the table and rubbed my ears, and told me not to worry. My heart pounded in anticipation of what was to come, but there was also a sense of relief. The prisoner of love had run out of days. As is my nature, I was more concerned about her. The burden which she bears weighs heavily on her, and I know that, the same way I knew your every mood. She gently placed a tourniquet around my foreleg as a tear ran down her cheek. I licked her hand in the same way I used to comfort you so many years ago. She expertly slid the hypodermic needle into my vein. As I felt the sting and the cool liquid coursing through my body, I lay down sleepily, looked into her kind eyes and murmured "How could you?" Perhaps because she understood my dogspeak, she said "I'm so sorry." She hugged me, and hurriedly explained it was her job to make sure I went to a better place, where I wouldn't be ignored or abused or abandoned, or have to fend for myself -- a place of love and light so very different from this earthly place. And with my last bit of energy, I tried to convey to her with a thump of my tail that my "How could you?" was not directed at her. It was you, My Beloved Master, I was thinking of. I will think of you and wait for you forever. May everyone in your life continue to show you so much loyalty. The End FREAKING STOP THOSE GODDAMNED ANIMALS' ABUSATIONS LUH, inhumane beasts . _l_ ! Submitted a story of my own [ definitely far from abuse ], featuring my late but beloved Dobby & half - afraid it wouldn't be published, I shall do so here . xD ! : My beloved Shih Tzu, Dobby, went above to the Rainbow Bridge on 28th Nov 2008 due to another cold case of hit & run . He was given to me by my cousin as her daughter was somehow afraid of it . On that fateful night, mom brought him out for his usual late night walks when 3 tamil kids rushed out all of a sudden & began intimidating him . Being always locked @ home when young resulted in fears of strangers, he naturally got a hella fright & ran away despite how mom called out to him . Mom panicked & called me down in search of our terribly shaken dog . Minutes later, someone informed us that a dog was found lying on the roadside after getting hit by a cab . It was already past midnight when the accident happened so the cold - blooded driver might've thought he was just another unwanted stray dog & it would be fine to leave him for death . Helpful passerbys contacted SPCA but after struggling for around half an hour, which I seriously don't understand what took SPCA so long to arrive, he was already unfortunately gone . Put yourself into his shoes; how does it feels like getting startled for nothing you've done wrong & how desperately you'll need air just after running & getting struck by a moving car ? It was a horrible incident, a most unpredictable one . You may be asking questions like why Mom didn't freaking leash him & such yeh ? Well, he was very obedient & doesn't cause distress to others as he was afraid of strangers so he wasn't leashed everytime he went for his favourite walks; and that was what costed his precious life . He was only 4 by then and yet I couldn't even do my part to protect him but leaving him helplessly gasping for air .. Till now, I still couldn't get rid of the images embed in my mind of his life fading away from me & they kept me spranging up in bed in the middle of the night from lotsa frightful nightmares indefinitely . I'm very grateful for the 2 - year short times spent with him though, as he was the joy of our lives indeed . And I swear I saw the brightest star sparkling the night he went away . My note to all pet owners : Please be very careful when handling your pet, you'll never know your negligence can sometimes, cost 'em their lives . I hereby dedicate Ella's Qiang Qiang to Dobby & prays to God that he'll protect him no matter what . (: Always in loving memory : 2004 - 2008 . © Charlene Neo . Laughs, I know it's lousy, but please bear with me lahhh . -.- ! Your only memories linger @ every corner of the house, constantly reminding me how alone I'm now without your companion, IMY badly .
Thursday, January 1, 2009
 Credits : deviantART; !korny-pnk .The days . HAPPY 2009 ! Great isn't it ? Thanks to all greetings, super sorry I couldn't reply all of 'em in time 'cause my freaking phone went dead, Happy new Year eh . (: Right, grats to all schoolmates, school's starting tomorrow & I'm not ready all the same . -.- LOL, 2008 sucked like #$%#$%, hated it to the core luh .. But heck, it's 2009 already ! So let's forget 'bout the past . ;D Like what Vivian stated, hope it'll be a blessed and happy year, hahaha . And IDK how to express my thanks to Yanhan sia, she met me personally [ after much difficulties ? :X ] & bought me a whole new ez - link 'cause I lost mine, gosh .. Okkay, Godammned irritated 'cause my mind's flooded with 198247931 thoughts now, disabling me to blog properly so I'm ending here already .. Might be editing this only if I feel like it . xD Sayo ~ Don't stay up too late uh ! No turning back . |
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